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i have been a really big confusing wreck lately, like i can't explain it. i love mark, we have been together for about 5 months and a half. i just feel like what if i get too attached to this boy? and then we break up eventually and i get really hurt. i just hate being hurt, it sucks having to start over with someone new.. :( anyway, i just really need to get over all of that. i need to let everything go and i need to relax! i just need to go with the flow, i guess its hard because i always like to be in control of every situation so its hard for me to just let things slide, and let things go.. well 'easy'. but it just feels so good to have a boyfriend like mark, he makes me feel so relaxed and he makes every situation seem so easy and carefree and light and not bad :) hes just perfect. but whatever enough of this lovey dovey crap, bleh. alrighty well just had to vent. school starts soon!
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| | Posted 8/14/2007 4:04 AM - 1 View - 0 eProps - 0 comments
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